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  1. Спасибо большое всем, кто организовывал и сновидел этот семинар.

    Вечером во второй день семинара мы занимались сновидением – было очень здорово видеть во сне наяву разнообразных животных. Первое, что я увидел – очень любопытная птица средних размеров с длинным клювом. Она шла вдоль круга, в котором мы сидели изучала происходящее, очень грациозно и уверенно делая каждый шаг и посматривая левым и правым глазом вокруг. Высоко под потолком летал орел, оглядывая все вокруг. Затем, когда в центр вышли четвероногие, это была какая-то сходка в лесу. Я видел всевозможные виды животных, больших и маленьких. Все они выражали себя и заявляли о себе. Некоторые из них были опасными, но не агрессивными.

    Обычно я приходил на семинары по Тенсегрити с такими вопросами, как: хочу сновидеть, хочу получить, хочу научиться… которые можно обобщить одним словом “дай мне”. В этот раз что-то изменилось, я тоже пришел чему-то научиться, но на семинаре по неделанию, я решил “не делать” старые вопросы и задал себе вопрос: что я могу дать, что мир животных захочет принять от меня?.. Это действительно неделание для тех, кто привык брать от жизни всё.

    На второй день, придя вечером в отель, я включил компьютер, и нашел в спаме письмо с темой “запретим тестирование на животных в России”. Я как будто проснулся в сновидении, я понял – это не просто письмо из спама, и это именно то, что я могу сделать сейчас для мира животных. Простой, ничего не стоящий жест, может быть моим вкладом. И я заполнил короткую форму, в которой выразил свое намерение защитить животных.

    Затем я лег спать. Мне снилось, что я очень хочу спать. Я искал место, где бы я мог отдохнуть. У меня просто слипались глаза. Я нашел какое-то странное полуподвальное место с деревянными полами. Хозяин этого места наворчал и обругал меня, но, тем не менее, сказал, чтобы я заходил. Мы пошли с ним по коридору туда, где бы я мог прилечь.
    Неожиданно я понял, что рядом со мной находится женщина-шаман, она сидела справа от меня. Мы разговаривали, но это не был обычный разговор, но разговор без слов. Я назвал ее женщина-шаман, исполняющая желания, так как я ни о чем ее не просил. Она сама делала то, что отражалось в моем существе, видя меня и зная обо мне всё. Женщина-шаман начала что-то делать для разных людей, о которых я так или иначе проявляю заботу. А может быть, она вообще ничего не делала, а была просто проводником…

    В этой точке моего рассказа мне бы хотелось переключиться и сказать, что на этом семинаре мое первое и второе внимание переплетались несколько раз. То есть, мой сон имел продолжение днем… Еще перед тем, как лечь спать, я увидел место, которое является для меня входом в мир животных, я просто знал это. Это место было в горах – место удивительной красоты, чистоты и тишины. Это место охранялось стражами, не то, чтобы там стояли какие-то стражи, но это было знанием о том, что просто так туда войти не получится…

    В сновидении я стоял рядом с женщиной-шаманом и видел, как исполняются мечты разных людей, мечты, которые на самом деле и мои мечты. Затем женщина-шаман начала рисовать. Лучше сказать не рисовать, она проявляла на бумаге рисунок движением руки поперек листа бумаги и на нем проявилось животное необычной формы и конфигурации. Этот рисунок предназначался мне и он был сделан как будто из пепла.

    На этом мое сновидение закончилось, но я прекрасно знал, что этот рисунок является пропуском в мир животных. Я знал это потому, что стражи мира животных исчезли и это место стало для меня очень знакомым и родным. Место, где я могу лечь спать и буду там в полной безопасности.
    Затем, в последний день семинара нам показали короткое видео о предстоящем Тенсегрити семинаре в Крыму. Каково же было мое удивление, когда в одном из кадров я узнал это место.

  2. Огромное спасибо всем, кто сновидел и готовил этот семинар, это что-то совершенно новое, и огромная работа, благодаря которой это энергетическое событие произошло, вызывает уважение и восхищение!
    Раньше, когда мне говорили про тотемных животных, я воспринимала это так, как будто это какие-то детские игры – можно в индейцев играть, можно в тотемных животных, – что это какая-то атрибутика, а меня интересует внутренняя работа, а не показное. Как же я ошибалась! Обретя снова связь со своим животным – духовным проводником, я получила новый мощный инструмент, который помогает мне абстрагироваться от своего эго, который позволяет мне помнить о том, что у меня всегда есть выбор, как себя вести, как себя чувствовать, кем быть. И да, это игра и это несерьёзно! Зато самые большие глупости делаются с серьёзным выражением лица.
    У меня уже был опыт перевоплощения в животных на семинарах и практиках, но в этот раз было удивительно, как легко и быстро эти перевоплощения сменяли одно другое, и это никак не влияло на яркость и реалистичность происходящего. Например, губка на морском дне видела, ощущала всю толщу воды вверху, где-то вдали пробивающийся солнечный свет, и несгибаемое стремление к свету. Реликтовая рыба – без эмоций, с единственным намерением двигаться в этой тоще воды, подниматься вверх, к свету и воздуху, исследовать… Лягушка с ритмично раздувающимися лёгкими, в окружении своих сородичей среди хвощей и плаунов… Несгибаемое намерение рептилий летать вызвало чувство, которое я не знаю даже как описать – уважение, благодарность, одновременно грусть и ликование. Несгибаемое намерение, безжалостное, эффективное и абсолютно чистое – вот что объединяет все эти виды животных и этапы эволюции, то, что толкает эволюцию вперед, и это то, чему я хочу учиться у животных. Я учусь у них намеревать. Я учусь у своего животного – духовного проводника быть безупречной в любой ситуации, переключаться со своего эго на видение энергии, и это работает!
    Когда я сновидела сновидение своего животного-проводника, ягуара, мы бегали с ним по горам в Мексике. Я чувствовала абсолютную точность и уравновешенность каждого стремительного движения сильного гибкого тела ягуара. Мы забирались на ветку дерева и смотрели оттуда вниз. Мы шли к водопою и в ряби чистой свежей воды не было отражения, была только игра солнечных лучей. Ягуар чувствует и контролирует всё вокруг на много километров, он осознает, что каждое его действие может стоить жизни, он не играет в интеллектуальные игры, он не питает иллюзий о своем бессмертии и не делает ничего, чтобы казаться кем-то или каким-то – он принимает решения и действует в соответствии с этими решениями – молниеносно. После этого сновидения наяву у меня было ночное сновидение, где я тоже бегала по горам, но севернее, в более мягком климате.
    Во время парада животных были совершенно разные восприятия от каждой группы животных. Птицы летали, ходили по залу, и все звуки движений были именно птичьи, их невозможно просто так изобразить, это действительно были птицы. Когда «выползли змеи», их было совсем немного, и один змей полетел, превратился в Кетцалькоатля. Я видела удивительную аэродинамику его полета. Раньше я не могла понять, каким образом движение из пасса Кетцалькоатля может способствовать полету, теперь я понимаю это на уровне тела. Наша компания четвероногих была самой шумной и весёлой. Было много общения и взаимодействия. Увидев другую кошку, я захотела с ней общаться, каким-то образом я знала, что эта кошка одного размера со мной, ягуаром, как потом оказалось, это был снежный барс. Потом я захотела поточить когти о дерево, и у меня отвисла челюсть от удивления – это же то самое движение из пасса саблезубого тигра, и другие движения, во время охоты, тоже напоминали движения из этого пасса не потому, что я его вспомнила, а потому что все магические пассы – из сновидения.
    Танец собаки Авроры заставил меня плакать, даже сейчас, когда я пишу это, у меня наворачиваются слёзы. Я потом смотрела в ютубе на других собак, и они не произвели такого впечатления, но Аврора… Возможно, дело в том, что, когда Аврора делает все эти невозможные вещи, она выталкивает себя за свои пределы ради любви, ради чего-то большего, чем она сама, и это для неё естественно. К сожалению, для нас, людей, естественно другое, для нас естественно думать только о себе.
    Танцы и хороводы – именно на семинаре – были самым настоящим неделанием. Они отправили мою точку сборки в такое «кругосветное путешествие», что я уже не понимала, кто я, где я, и как меня зовут.
    Этот семинар – действительно мощный импульс к эволюции, и я сделаю всё возможное и даже больше, чтобы нести его в жизнь.
    Спасибо!

  3. Luis Ogg says:

    Hi
    What a spectacular seminar. Wonderful. I’d like to thank you very much. The presence of Carol Tiggs and her interaction with us was a true gift. I just want to suggest that maybe it would be better to listen to her and her valuable advices than hearing our own experiences. I had lots of insights but I was in doubt whether they were true non-ordinary perceptions or just my imagination. I was incredibly lucky to have Carol Tiggs right at my left side in that big formation in front of the pyramid of Kukulkan, at Chichen Itza. At that moment, I had a clear vision of the inner pyramid that was surely beyond my imagination, thus establishing a point of reference to distinguish true non-ordinary perceptions from imagination. What a gift. I’ve been applying Carol Tiggs´ advices and the techniques taught in the seminar with great success and miracles are happening in my life. The organization and the hotels were impeccable. Congratulations. Keep up the good work. Maybe in the future you can do a seminar in the area of Chihuahua and Barranca del Cobre (we can do some bungee jump there out of some (THE) cliff). To finish, here in my practice group, we are trying to practice dreaming together every night, dreaming of the pyramid and in Brazil, in general, we are very excited with the possibility to have a future seminar around here.
    Thank you again. Looking forward to see you all.

    • messenger says:

      You have heard me, Luis what wonderful. When we were on tour, I took with me Castaneda’s book “The power of silence” and read there about when Carlos and Don Juan went to Chihuahua. I wished workshop in Chihuaua and I have to say out loud. Thank you for heard me. Branka

  4. messenger says:

    Hi all! How wonderful I feel after the workshop and tour! What journey!! So much dreams, suport of my group, all tensegrity practitioners, our wonderful hosts from Mexico tensegrity group and Carrol Tiggs and Reni Murez our great teachers. I am so grateful that we got to meet Carol, she is so sweet, and her teachings too. My heart has been singing of joy. To learn how to get to each location, to say the magic words, “I come in to this place with an open heart and mind”. This simple words lead me to silence and peace of mind. I use it all the time. So thank you dear, sweet Carol! Love you! Thank you dear Reni for your patience, your playfulness, your teaching. It is unforgettable how much I have been dreaming and night dreaming and awake dreams. All good exercises we had done has helped me to see the great potential of dreams. If we dream, we recharge us. To do tree form was equal to poetry. To be myself and love to be what I am. was something I hold close to my heart now. I could see clearly now how many I have change and I love it. I clean in me many old stories and I am so very happy for it. I can feel my breathing changed, much freer, more natural. I felt loved and courageous. (I usually do not know it). In our dreams exercises I felt presence and support of Carol Tiggs and all my hole group! I hope Carol Tiggs will be with us long, long time and we will be able to listen to her stories, and teaching.
        Thank you everyone for all your creativity, playfulness, friendship and love. Love, Branka

  5. Luis Ogg says:

    During the seminar, Saturday night, I really felt an unconditional affection for the other practitioners, either in the tree form as well as, later on, back to the human form. That final practice of the day brought me a deep feeling of gratitude for all of them, especially to Reni Murez, that have been in the front-line, helping us, for so long.
    At Uxmal, my most remarkable experience was on my way to the governor´s palace. I started to perceive like a jaguar. I received some instructions on how to use my hands and forearms as forepaws and that I had to curl my back a bit and move my head from side to side, as if scanning the surrounds. Then I put my attention in my face and intended the growth of my jaguar´s ears and mustaches. An incredible sense of vitality arouse in me and it was a surprise to perceive the world using the senses of sounds and smell with the same level of importance of the sense of vision and at the same amount of inputs. It was just later after our group practice that I noticed the bi-headed jaguar statue at the central square.
    At Ek Balam I had a guided tour with an ancient Mayan warrior. He even told me his name. He showed me how daily life was at that time and how they worked always in benefit of the entire community. Even the food was prepared communally.
    Chichen Itza brought me a feeling of longing. I was there 25 years ago in honeymoon. When I first saw the pyramid, a scene of my ex-wife climbing the stairs on her way to the top, came to my mind so clearly that I became, at the same time, a bit sad and surprised by its clarity. It seems that a cycle of 25 years came to an end to me.
    During our practice of extending the fibers, I received the instruction that after the extension, the most important thing to do is to try to reach and maintain the inner silence in the first place, instead of trying forcefully to have non-ordinary perceptions. And so I did. And I had a swift glimpse of the inner pyramid. Astounding.
    Tulum was spectacular. Although there were too many tourists, it was possible to have many perceptions of their daily lives there. After our practice, my group joined another one that was already practicing in front of a structure in one of the far corners of the site. I don´t know what happened but I suddenly found myself in a deep and exquisite inner silence that I was able to keep until I finished my tour with a refreshing dive in that wonderful Caribbean sea.
    All I can say is that something changed in me. I´m back to my daily life but somehow I´m not the same. It´s going to take a while to process all the wonderful things that happened to me. I don´t have words to express my happiness to have been in such powerful places with all of you.
    Thank you very much.

  6. These were very intensive six days in Mexico with new discoveries, new emotions, and new emerging attitude to myself and to other people. I am still processing all these experiences and discovering new sides of all what was happening at the workshop and the tour.

    I am thankful to Cleargreen for this wonderful idea to start and finish this year workshop and tour in Cancun where we were embraced by the nature and the sea. This gave me a lot of nice relaxation and allowed to deepen into myself. These days were filled with internal work and I feel that there were quite profound shifts in my perception.

    At the workshop we were doing exercises on the silent friend from childhood. This was my passed black cat who I have very deep feelings to. I feel that he taught me a lot when I was young. When we did an exercise and I made an “affectionate gesture” and hugged my witness I felt a lot of pure energy of love and appreciation and it was so intense that I cried. For me this was probably an equivalent of what Cleargreen say about moving our assemblage point into the heart, so deep and intensive and pure it felt. I had several similar experiences earlier and every such experience is very intensive and shifts something in me for a long time. I describe these as “opening my heart”, and it was a nice synchronicity for me when at the workshop we were entering every new session with an open heart and mind.

    After that further interesting things started to happen. Before the workshop I thought of myself as quite an unemotional person and now I think I am getting rid of this limited belief and I understand that I have good and deep feelings to many different people (and not only people) and it is something that gives me pleasure and energy and I wish to keep communicating with those who are interesting to me. At the tour we had I’ve met a practitioner who I felt a lot of harmony with and who I now think appeared to be my new silent friend. This is where my question on personal relationships and feelings to others appeared, and Reni’s answer to this question helped me to further clarify what I believe is good and right. It was extremely important to hear Reni’s views on our ego and what it can do to us and I agree with the most of her reply, although I realized that I do not fully agree with her opinion (hope I understood her correctly) that our feelings are only due to our past experiences although of course this happens quite frequently and I understand how the lack of recapitulation can suppress our energy body and cause our ego to act instead. After some further thinking I believe even stronger that personal feelings and relationships do promote awareness in the same way as recapitulation, tensegrity, or other techniques. New relationships do not necessarily resemble previous ones and moreover, they have potential to get much more deep and honest and energetic; we are not only a collection of old patterns but we are evolving beings. I trust that relationships help us to get clearer and more impeccable if applied correctly and if you follow the ecological rules Reni was talking about, like asking another person’s permission, talking about your own feelings, trying to understand who the person resembles you from your childhood etc. I am thankful to my silent friend for the prompt to discuss the topic of relationships in the group because it helped me a lot and shifted something, this subject was too personal for me to talk about in public but it is not anymore.

    Some other unusual and even strange perceptive changes occurred after the tour and I try to keep alert towards them. I think that I started to notice when my or others’ ego guides us and persuades us to do certain things. For example, when I reject something my partner offers because my ego wishes to do things differently and it is not paying attention to others (or when the opposite happens, when my offer that I feel has good intention gets rejected by another person), or when I intend to contradict and ‘tease’ another person instead of accepting and appreciating him or her. I started to understand how our ego can persuade us to reject things that come into our life.

    I feel I started noticing when I or other people are not “dreaming forward” but are “dreaming backwards”, when we see bad things in ourselves and in others instead of seeing good intentions; or when we misinterpret the behaviour of another person assuming something. I realized that if you talk to that person and ask about the reasons of such behaviour you pretty always realize that they have good intentions and proper reasoning that you’ve initially misinterpreted because of your own ego.

    I also had some experience of two different ways of thinking that accomplish each other – the rational and magical thinking, first and second attention, and felt the beauty of each. I experienced moments when harmony was present and when disharmony occurred, and I think I realized how to intentionally stop the moments or disruption and disharmony and change them into the harmony again, whatever strange this may sound. After the workshop and tour I travelled with one of my friends in the US and Canada and we had amazing experiences when the world was bringing us striking signs how some tensions between us can be transformed into power and beauty.

    As Cleargreen say, the key to tensegrity is to live less moments in our ego and to live more in our energy body. I feel that this is what was happening during these days in Mexico. I hope that I have managed to find and to experience the mood that Cleargreen wanted us to find. This is (exactly like described in Castaneda’s books) something that I know I always had but it is quite deep and fragile and can be easily misinterpreted or lost if your ego gets involved. Thanking everyone again for this experience!

  7. macuilxochitl says:

    Fluidez: El Arte del Nagual
    Feedback:
    Fluid, the water is. As a young child I had a repetitive dream that I am a child on an island together with other orphans but I could jump in the ocean and become amphibian, swim in tunnels I had made under water, go to other lands, gather food and bring it to my fellow kids. I felt responsible for them but also loved to be fish in the ocean. I still remember how my lungs were becoming gills and I loved the first breaths through them under the surface, loved the type of silence and aloneness under water. Never talked about this until recently. Later became a swimmer and a surfer. I also dreamt a repetitive dream that a tiger or a jaguar chased me, more like a play and I ran faster than the giant cat or drove sports cars to run faster than the tiger. Later became a professional competition runner, 400 and 800 meters. My first car was a sports car. The child liked playing with frogs, snakes, listening to them, and dissecting them, wanted to become a surgeon. Later became a scholar dissecting human interaction and cognition. I don’t remember feeling fear as a child. Loved also listening to turtle doves, wrote about it. As kids, my grandfather and his bros trained postal-doves but one morn the boys found all their doves with cut throats, killed by great-grandfather, because they distracted the boys from studying. I lived with a black cat until I was 18. It died when i left our home to college. Spent my graduation ball in the zoo, while my friends were at the ball, loved the elephants, giraffes. Later as an adult, dreamt that I am a deer, listening and connecting to all other beings: winds, trees, birds, fish, my dog etc. The deer could feel energy and was fearless because it was always connected to everything around.
    Since I lived by the ocean in LA, I have almost daily dreams of surfing, gliding, swimming in or walking on seas, huge waves etc. My happiest personal moment in life since I learned to surf is surfing on my back, looking at the sky while gliding on the soft body of water, indescribable joy and tranquility to be on a big wave this way. But I do feel joy and tranquility when I write science papers too, although my body is immovable. So, I connected to a dolphin ally after going through a controlled folly exercise to deal with an old memory of a lamb getting her throat cut in front of me, an event I had forgotten but which affected most of my life. During the controlled folly I could feel my body change in an instant, and suddenly, the second round, I could answer just about anything in response to the killing of the lamb. It was an extraordinary experience I am deeply grateful for. I felt a conscious freedom, I felt what it means to be sincere and yet in folly, I felt my eyes change and the body feeling strange composed independence, presence and detachment at the same time. The dolphin embodiment helped as this is all I did, just tried to feel like I do when I bodysurf like a dolphin, shaking my whole body with joy. Much more resourceful than it seems at first, the dolphin. We know them as clowns in a pool, and my grandma used to say, ‘you always want to appear as a clown’, but they are like a glue between the human stiffness and the animal swiftness, between mountains and oceans.
    Evolution form: When we played the animal world in the dark hall, the feeling was delicious, incredible sounds, as if I-we were in the Amazon. I felt happy to realise that humans are so resourceful, that our connection to the animal world is so strong and alive despite the social order. A mindless happiness, just sinking in the sounds of the jungle. Imagine, what life on Earth was and could be if humans cooperate with animals and plants, connected all of them through inner silence!
    Reni spent hours talking with such patience and generosity and no water. ☺ It was beautiful to see her laughing and joyful during the controlled folly theatre play-outs and our group was so humorous and inventive, laughing and rolling situation. Casa Xitla was a nunnery build on a volcano. That is hilarious by itself.
    The stream of light in the observatory cave in Xochicalco shocked me, I lost words, mind for a moment. Awe! Then I felt like an ancient astronomer, looking at this wonder, time stopped and time didn’t matter, measuring other things than time, really. I imagined life around this cave, people moving, sitting under the gorgeous trees, working, doing their things, children growing, exploring. It was exciting to discover the universe in such tight connection to the sources of knowledge, the Sun and stars being so present. Hands on.
    A special experience of personal surprise and delight was my first visit to Tula the day before the workshop with 2 tensegrity male peers. I have been asked to go there so many times, heard horrible stories about this place of people dying, getting sick… Yet, I was calm, with zero expectations. But what I found there was really delicious, for me. When I did my preparation for the workshop, I remembered a forgotten story, a book I read many many times as a small child, learned to read on it when I was 3, grandma kept saying, because I wanted to read it myself. Found the book online, and the pictures. Short story but left such a thick rupture in my consciousness. It is about a baby swallow who is left behind by her mother and their flock when they fly away to the south because its wings were burned in a fire and it couldn’t fly. As the baby swallow is alone in a broken pot a flower, Michaelmas-daisy, is leaning over with a drop on its tip. The drops says:’I am so tired, traveled so long’. The baby swallow asks the drop where it comes from. The drop says that it comes from an ocean, from the eyes of a mother swallow who was hanging on a mast of a big ship and asked the wind to send her last tear to her baby left in a pot next to a Michaelmas-daisy and tell her to hide in the hay during the winter. Finally, the drop falls over the birdy and it falls asleep warmed by the love of its mother. I cried even now, as an adult woman and mother reading this story again. And, of course, recapitulated and witnessed it. I was ‘left behind’ by my mother and father when I was very young but she kept sending me postcards as I was growing up with grandparents. I always loved my mother and felt a lot of empathy for her as a child. Goes without saying I always loved swallows, watched, studied them, found them so tender. Now, I see this story as a powerful magical energy, which the child in me experienced. Yet, this was the last thing I expected to see in Tula: the bus station in Tula is like a dome illuminated by bird songs of swallows. This is the welcome choir my ears were met by as we stepped in. My entire being woke up of this sweetness and lightness. Wow! How could this be! Something touched me, something that I loved with my soul, that my heart recognised. The entire city was a nest of swallows. Felt immediately at home, I didn’t want to leave the white dome bus station concert hall. Haven’t seen swallows for 30 years. The swallows were everywhere in Tula, nesting even under the street-lights. I was and am still in this moment of complete surprise delight joy presence… such renewal, such harmony with the song of a child’s soul. The Tula swallows are no migrants, they stay there all year round. They had left me behind and here I found them, again. Wow! I didn’t say all that then, just felt it. On the streets of Tula, I saw mothers running with their sweet kids, such love between them, the fathers in the beetle cars singing… On the square, an outdoor concert hall shaped by the sky, heard the swallows singing in chorus with so many other birds, exotic for me birds, above the kissing couples on the benches, mixed with screams of jaguars, eagles, turtles and coyotes created by the guardians of the Atlantians, the salesmen on the way to the Temple. One of them gave me a beautiful feather of a condor, he said he is the guardian of Tula, Apolonio Jimenez Santos. During the workshop, one night, I dreamed that he told me that the entire world will be like Tula in year 3816. The world as a concert hall! I was skeptical, but he insisted and I went closer to the paper he had written the number on, in order to remember it.
    My companion took me to Café de Tacuba in Mexico City. I felt like floating, as if I was on water. The musicians looked familiar to me, especially two of them, young guys, i was sure i know them, which was confusing since i had never been to Mexico before. And, in the restroom, I could not see my face in a black mirror on the side wall. Looked again, no face! That was also odd.
    When I got back home, I suddenly got a new job, lecturing in a master program I know. I didn’t teach for 2 years since I was abused in a sadistic manner by a man, my brain had stopped. To my surprise, I was not given to teach courses within my competence as a professor despite the announcement and my reaction was panic and distaste. Protested, but somehow I realised that I am scared my brain won’t work as before and that I always think what is good for the students, but if I think for myself it is good for me to teach brand new to me subjects because I can that way learn new fields, so I swiftly agreed and felt immediate calmness with my decision. Then it appeared that I can teach whatever I like anyway, even re-design the program. This was odd and funny.
    I went to this workshop on fluidity in Mexico because I realised that I dream others’ sub/consciousness and other worlds. I wanted to find out how to make the connection between the awake dream we call everyday and my other dreams more fluid. Started to concentrate on realising that often what I feel are not my own states but other’s sub/consciousness. This could be also Earth events, like volcanoes, tidal waves… This is well explained e.g. by evolution as my multiple parallel (i.e. lines in a plane which do not meet) lives/beings. I have been dreaming other’s consciousness since childhood, but didn’t think about it, it was just a matter of fact. My grandma pointed that out to me a few times, but I didn’t pay attention. Not sure yet how to deal with this, do my academic work and still have the dreaming. It’s a balancing act, like a dance. Tula was beautiful, I read ‘The Path of Quetzalcoatl’ on the airplane on the way back to Europe and realised a bit more about theToltec dreamers. Cenca tlazohcamati! Macuilxochitl

  8. Feedback on Dreaming Mutability workshop and tour, 28-31 October 2016.

    This was a very meditative workshop for me, with lots of unusual sensations and insights about perception trees and stones have. I had visions how trees interconnect and communicate by their roots and how harmonic are their senses and how much pleasure they get from anything, being that sunshine or rain, summer or winter, quiet or windy weather. I felt that trees are beings who accept everything happening to them and this is why trees do not need mobility, in opposite to animals and humans, who – for their safety – need to know how to reject things, run away from danger, judge what is good and bad for them. I dreamt that non-acceptance, imperfection, rejection simply do not exist in the tree world. And loneliness which was one of the workshop themes is nothing but a form of non-acceptance of reality.
    In the past I often felt guilty when I had to cut leaves/branches of my house plants but now I think I understand that there is no guilt in this as plants simply accept everything. Probably this was the tree form that gave me access to this very unusual world. Interestingly, I also felt the limitations of awareness trees have, and understood that the ability to move, to reject, to be imperfect, even the ability to judge is a great potential humans have and this is what moves progress and promotes new awareness and new knowledge. You will never be able to feel as harmonic as trees feel while you are a human, and you will never have urge for expanding you awareness if you are a tree because you have everything you need already.

    When I was a child I liked to climb trees and now I think I understood how trees feel the presence of another being and the contact with animals or humans, with interest, joy, and with acceptance. Trees accept everything, even death, which I feel does not exist in their world, and I had a vision that the hall where we were practicing was alive as it was largely made of wood. I had a dream-like state where I understood that you can extract DNA from any piece of wood and grow a tree from it again and this is why death is a concept relevant to the animal world but not to the plant world, and everything is alive on this planet wherever we are, as all is filled with the energy of life in the form of either DNA molecules or something else we do not know about yet.

    Puzzlewood forest was amazing, it is like a crack in the earth where some weird non-human energy gets visible and strange underground creatures appear which are normally hidden from a human eye by layers of land. And it was very nice to meet Shetland ponies again, when I travelled in Shetlands a few years ago they were so friendly that if you stop your car they are running to you to get acquainted. I went to Puzzlewood a few days later again; I was sitting on a distant bench there, observing the sunset, and feeling the perceptive world of trees.

    The session on Parallel Worlds, Multiple Lives was another non-human experience which I must admit was a bit difficult to get a grasp of, luckily enough I was with a practitioner who did the first session so he explained me what this all means and I connected to some pieces of music and had what would probably be correct to call a glimpse of visions of parallel lives that resonate with my energy.

    But what happened after the workshop was even more interesting and strange. I was travelling on my own for a few days in the Forest of Dean and nearby rural areas, and driving along one old narrow forest road in the middle of nowhere I saw a sign on one of trees: “Sacred Tree Spirit – Vibrational Therapies and Feelings Based Energy Medicine”. I drove to a house hidden deep in the forest, and got acquainted with very unusual people living there who are doing sound therapy, write books on healing, have a gift shop where they sell woodwork, bowls, dreamcatchers, pottery etc. We had a very nice long chat where we were talking about our experiences, perceptions, emotions; I’ve discovered how they decided to live outside of society. I came to them once again the next day and had a sound therapy session with quite a few personal discoveries, they showed me the surrounding area where there is a vast forest and many rocks, caves, cliffs, and holes in the ground resembling cenotes. And I was very amazed to see that they have built a dome in their garden which they made using tree branches as hard elements and rubber strings as tension elements having never heard of R. Buckminster Fuller or the word tensegrity. My dreaming part tells me that I have met a tree spirit in the form of a human and had an interaction where I hope I was giving this spirit something I can share and I received the knowledge the spirit was willing to share with me.

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