Feedback from the Tensegrity workshop held in Madrid, Spain, April, 2010:

As Above, So Below…

As Below, So Above...

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Thank you so much everyone for dreaming this dream together with such an unwavering intent, awakened attention and kindness!

With this workshop we all crossed a boundary, we move into a new area, so many hearts opened and became as one! The decade truly started there is what I strongly feel. If felt this as a new mood of our dream—as if some barrier of resistance had let go and we had crossed to a place where something superficial had dropped and suddenly everyone is a lighter being with a newly found strength and kindness.

I was really moved when Nyei went into the stage and made a gesture of opening the heart in all four directions even before the practice had formally started as if setting the intent and starting an energetic current. Then a little later we did the same gesture intertwined within the magical gestures of the Milky Way pass. During these movements and many times throughout the workshop—during the passes, listening to the stories, facing the stars in silence, dancing and music—i felt deep emotion beyond the socialized self. Something that is my true light essence was awakened and made me feel deep, ancient sense of profound love and connection...

Then Steve McAndrew came and told his story of incredible beauty! He had felt lost in the face of odds of such magnitude combined with complete uncertainty and then he paused at night to make space in silence for some advise from the stars! He charted the constellations on pieces of paper, followed their movements at night and although feeling at times hopeless these little acts were establishing connection. Then the abstract feeling of the advises came and he was able to apply them in a concrete and strategic way. His story was a great lesson about applying the principles of Tensegrity. In the first part of the story he let silent space of attention and respect in the face of tension. He didn't perpetuate the tension as many of us do in an instinctual reaction—he applied the principle of Tensegrity being forces of tension alternating with forces of relaxation.

In the second part of his story he received from the stars the advise of using music—a medium that instantly penetrates all barriers, not unlike the elastic part of a Tensegrity structure that symbolizes energetic links that inform instantly all members. In the same time he very artistically applied these strategies/solutions as not-doings in a deadly world of the doing of chain reaction of conflict and tension. What a chance we had to receive his amazing story!

It was so moving to hear the story that Nyei told us! This being opened and shared something so intimate about a moment of love and stunning magnificence under the stars where her judgements and sense of division and superiority were swept away by simple words of child-like humour and beauty were uttered by someone from her family. I felt what she felt in the most direct way. This occurred several times when listening to my witnesses' stories as well.

…What Nyei did was the magical act of depersonalizing of these (personal) stories and traits and after, this is what all of us did while exploring with the tracking exercises. It is more and more clear to me also that without letting go of this personal decoration 'embroidered' into our wings these wings will never be able to lift off energetically speaking.

Teo's story of the two wolves carries the most crucial practical wisdom that all of us must choose and apply in simplicity: we decide to feed the dark stagnating current or the current of heart and light. I was also amazed to discover from his story about wolves being a Tensegrity structure of interconnected beings aware of this connection as well!

This is what I felt while walking under the stars too. They are music of different vibrations and they interact always connected and inform each other always, and in this music there are cycles where one note starts, then it may overlap with a voice, then gradually another note starts, etc, etc, there is cosmic harmony and energetic space for everyone!

I was then touched by the bravery and openness of Marcela. What amazed me the most in her story was the incredible sharpness of Seeing and the detachment it requires: she unearthed unsuspected patterns, intentions and motivations there where it hurts so much to examine or there where it is least expected! What a brave, humble and beautiful being! I can still see her speaking and her integrity and delicateness are inspiring!

Then came the magic of singing the ancient tones of ancient chant following the voice of the native-american storyteller coming from the other side of the Earth! It was beyond words! --she started, we could feel her heartbeat in the rhythm of her chant and that of the earth (they sounded the same!), then we gradually joined. I felt that this, and other things we did had incredible energetic impact on the earth and all its beings, whether they know it or not.

Diana's dance of the Galaxies was enchanting! I admired her lightness and silent confidence. She and Mirtha were able to channel exquisite otherworldly feeling through the vibration of their voices. The Hildegarde song also filled me with visions of times when beings found such incredible joy and affection in most simple things from nature and life, times of darkness that made very good background to the shine of hearts of lovers and mystics.

One of most deeply felt moments in this workshop was when we were sending energy selections of amber awareness into the stars while recuperating them and infusing the Earth's core with a new scent. I felt 'oh, such joy and honour to be able to serve the earth and its beings energetically, being an opened 'tube' of awareness. I felt that with our intent we made a small image of the earth have an unstoppable, increasing wave of energetic amber sparks of awareness popping everywhere, connecting, merging, sizzling..until the whole earth turned into the luminous amber of awakened awareness.

Then, as the best for last, I was deeply affected by the kindness of the beings that dreamed this event and took care of all the logistics in advance! It is so lovely to know such beings exist!

THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU FOR COMING AND BRINGING US THIS MARVELLOUS KNOWLEDGE, WHICH ENABLED ME TO ALIGN MYSELF AGAIN WITH INFINITY, WITH THE STARS AND NOW I UNDERSTAND THAT THEY HAVE BEEN MY GUIDES. THEY SHOWED ME THE PATH WITH HEART.

THANK YOU NYEI, TEO, MARCELA AND STEVE, FOR YOUR GENTLENESS, YOUR STRAIGHTFORWARDNESS, YOUR NEARNESS, YOUR INFLEXIBLE INTENT THROUGH ALL THESE YEARS. THANK YOU FOR BRINGING US THE MAGICAL PASSES !!! AND THE STALKING !!!

…ABOUT THE PERCEPTION OF THE WORKSHOP… IT WAS MAGIC!!!

IT BROUGHT ME GREAT GIFTS. IT BROUGHT ME THE BEST WHICH ONE CAN GIVE TO A HUMAN BEING. THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!!

I FEEL VERY HAPPY AFTER THE WORKSHOP IN MADRID !!!
AGAIN, I HAVE ALIGNED WITH INTENT !!!!
THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU !!!
WHICH I AM LONGING FOR MOST IS THIS KNOWLEDGE AND ITS PRACTICE!!

KISSES AND HUGS FOR ALL OF YOU !!!

Thank you for sharing your awareness with us, as always, very humbling and very special at the same time.

In the beginner’s session the exercise of playing the body position of the other without words was very interesting, the other (a beginner in this case) found more details about my feelings and more accurate descriptions of what was going on inside myself.   Also being with a beginner gives me a sense of being a beginner to certain extent.

…In the second exercise I saw how much attention I put in my father or male authority, it’s like I’m just doing things for them, for their approval, it’s like nothing else exists – rather obsessive!

With my mother, her disapproving of me was something I do fight with all my energy. And here I need to thank my witness because she was the one that saw it…

This last week I’ve experienced my father disapproving of me and I could still feel all my space and keep calm and continue talking to him. My father telling me that I had a very good idea and it didn’t affect me that much, in fact I agreed with him, it was a very good idea that wasn’t really mine, it just came to me.  My mother disapproving of me, or better my mother not giving me something I want, I still tend to fight, lots of tension, my voice gets very aggressive towards her and I enter into a bad mood.  My mother approving of me, something I appreciate much more now and has more meaning.

The passes, I found the Milky Way Form very delicate and beautiful and I really feel that my energy changes after mixing with the Stars, my heart feels a lot lighter, the judgments dissipate.  The As above, so below…., as below, so above Form gives me calm, somehow leaves me at peace and also I can feel my left side vibrating with a fresh energy.

When you mention Doña Perfecta, I definitely need to look further into it, in fact I just bought the book and I’m looking forward to see what will teach me.

The dance, singing and chanting was really special as it has always been in all workshops.  The music you always choose for doing different forms is just amazing they do belong together! The energy is so different, more meaningful and powerful. Thank you all so much for your art.

El Escorial camping was very welcoming, specially the staff working there, it was amazing how friendly they were, it was like being at home from the very beginning! The day after the workshop we went to the Abantos mountain and a bit further to find some amazing rocks/mountains which were not only beautiful but also terribly friendly.

It was a beautiful weekend amongst beautiful beings….!

So, what’s new?

… I arrived at home and saw how some people, specially my father, use their voice in a rather aggressive way, which is of course a reflection of myself …

I can constantly feel tension in my diaphragm, something is stuck there and in my left side of the heart as well, no luck yet as what it could be.  Just before the workshop I was feeling very nervous and a bit excited, now although a lot calmer, I can still feel that nervousness inside, something doesn’t let me rest and I got the feeling that it’s the same thing that doesn’t let my mother rest.

A huge thank you to all dreamers that have made possible  as above, so below… as below, so above

Looking forward to connecting with you this Saturday!

Lots of love

Hello all, thank you for this experience.
I loved everything about this workshop. The camping, especially one day before and one day after, the silence was perfect. The bird's songs early in the morning.
All the passes, but more the as above so below form, made everything move inside and around me. Sometimes I could imagine seeing myself from above as I was doing the pass: a little being on the face of earth, playing with its light.
Recapitulating my parents I realised that while I was judging their dark characteristics, I was avoiding to acknowledge their light (such as non conditioned love, responsibility, hard work), learn from them, actually work to adopt them. On the contrary, I adopted only the dark ones. Being calm is not one of my strong points, so Steve's story was a lesson. It was also an example to trust the stars. I really used all my effort not to listen to my judgments during the beginning of the star walk. It was easier after because I like to watch the constellations as a hobby. I didn't receive any answers though, maybe because I didn't have specific questions. But the morning after, during the silence practice I received the answers, one of each direction. The previous evening, thanks to a fellow co-practitioner and room mate who challenged my pattern of getting angry,
I formed my question: “What to do?” The answers were:
East-Try a new way
North- You don't need to be always kind and gentle
West- Throw your mask away
South- Stay always with yourself.
The integration of my “below” and “above” is that is time for me to practice sobriety. Asking the stars again for specific steps, I will now sing a song inside me at moments that I need to slow down, and say any stupid thing, if this will help me not to "lose it".

Speaking of songs, the Saturday evening “concert” was great, each song a different mood, but they all caused to me this tendency to start cry. I loved more the one of Geri Keams, I don't have words to express it, really. A thanks to all you instructors, to the practitioners, and to this vast universe around us.

Among the highlights of the workshop were the songs and the celebratory dance which join all practitioners, instructors and singers together. That was a great moment, where every single person became part of a whole, symbolizing the direction which humanity needs to take. It was what we had been told before from our instructor Steve. From now on all people need to collaborate if they want to survive on our planet Earth. I must not forget to mention the lovely Escorial camping which quieten and inspired us. The camping's Restaurant offered us good food and service and all employees were very hospitable.

It was a pleasure to share a bungalow with my fellow-practitioners and I was surprised of the harmony between us, although we hardly knew each other.

In the beginner's session on Friday, my witness went into “my body position” and tried to find the sentences belonging to this position with such dedication & effort, that I was completely touched, and my body started to vibrate, too, and I could see that in my scene, everything had happened: instead of being rejected, which I originally felt, I had been supported by that person in the scene, who actually showed me a loving mood and made me change my mood into a loving mood, too.

The format of the witness work, to play the parents in gestures, one to each other, was so powerful! The moment when my male witness reflected with his gestures what I told him how my father was (negative and positive judgments), I saw my father’s energy in front of me, in a way that I never had realised when I was actually together with him. My father died 3 years ago, but during these moments of witness work, my love for him opened up, as I could see his essence in my witness... something I always felt about him, but which had not been part of my consciousness!

Actually, I only saw an energetic interchange and it was beautiful. My judgments of what he is and was, seemed so small and irrelevant, after all.

When I reflected in gestures his mother to my witness, who was a beginner, he made the same experience to realise that “only” an energetic interchange was taking place between him and his mother, where his judgments were irrelevant and not necessary.

The witness work with a female witness about my mother was equally intensive and a true revelation: I always had judged my mother as a woman who rejected me and put a lot of obstacles in my way, and my conclusion was, that I cannot trust her at all. During the mapping, a scene came to me, where she prepared the books and pencils for me, before my first day of school. She wrapped my first books into a transparent foil, which such dedication and intensity, and I could see in that moment, that she was dreaming me forward. She never was good at school and can hardly write and read, but for me, she intended the best with all her being...!

And getting into the gestures of my female witness to reflect her mother to her, I could almost see her mother in front of me. Since this moment, my words and vision are much more connected than before the workshop. That is, when I speak, I felt kind of evoking the according images of what I am speaking about, too.

…Then the conversations of Steve, Teo, Nyei and Marcela, like the 4 directions, I felt each of them contributed a piece to a whole: Steve’s lecture about the practical and magical aspects to ask the stars and implement the answer in our daily life, was completely beautiful (and, by the way, I only have to think "Frosty" and my mood shifts into joy!), Teo's lecture evoked the joy to live one's passion in life as the path to the spirit, Nyei's lecture transported for me how real love for our parents, for ourselves and for life opens up, once we remove our extraneous judgments. Marcela's lecture had such a transparency of how our human drama is handed over (her mother was in a difficult situation, when she hurt Marcela) in our family and how we can come out: by carrying out a thorough investigation of our scenes and thoughts. It was a revelation when she said that she fixed her life on 2 negative scenes with her mother, in spite of all the positive scenes which actually occurred between her and her mother.

There was so much closeness and affection between all practitioners and instructors, I had to do with during the workshop, and at the same time, the interchange was abstract…

Thank you, for these new opening and for the new tools of asking the directions and the stars, and for the affection, dedication and lightness of all of you!

Dear organizers I express you huge gratitude for a seminar: ""As Above So Below, As Below So Above"".
     I have written the text of the letter at once after the seminar termination when my heart has been filled by that magic energy that reigned all these days.
     In the life I will not remember anything similar, I still never was so full and easy. My pleasure was infinite, it was an entire happiness.
     Many thanks to all to those who participated in the seminar organisation.
     Many thanks to all to those who sang magnificent songs, dances and music.
     Many thanks to all instructors showing the passes it were matchless, the most tremendous was to carry out grazed "Milky Way" under music.
     And the main many thanks to all magic beings that were present at this seminar, I am very glad and happy that these days we were together.
     Stories of reviewing of the reality situations told by Nyei, Teo, Marcela, they filled me and this impulse, I wish to introduce in the life, to build the life on principles of Tensegrity and to feed the white wolf.
     All that was made by all participants of this seminar, is for me huge gift which I with the big love accept and I hope I can keep this gift and share it with other people.

     With the love, practising from Moscow

Hello! These are some of my experiences, sensations and feelings:

- I am very grateful for this workshop, can connect me with my parents, grandparents and great-grandparents, can cherish them, acknowledge them and realise also all I have received from them, knowing that we are free in spite of our past and we can embrace our power.

- On the second day of the workshop, I had an clear insight about two people, which were in a dream I had a month before the workshop, where I was driving a rural car from Madrid and suddenly, I found myself in Avila, the mountain of Caracas, Venezuela. I was in midst of the rain forest in the mountains on a hilly pathway and two women appeared. In a quite vigorous manner they stopped the car, pushing it backwards, saying to me: "You should return to Madrid. This is the place where you should be. By the way, all mountains of the world are connected, and therefore, the Avila mountain is in Madrid and everywhere. The dream finished here and I was one week very moved without knowing who were these two women. Then, on the second day of the workshop, I had a sort of mental glimpse where "they tell me" that the two woman of the dream were Marcela and Nyei, and I have no doubts about it. Now, I remember the dream very clear and it was them.

- When we danced and sang all together, taking our hands strengthened my feeling to belong to the family, I mean, belonging to you, I feel that you are my family…

- After the workshop, I had a lot of dreams where I receive a lot of information which I receive on a certain level and later, I am told that it is not necessary that I remember the information which I receive. The information is stored in a certain part of me.
I had a lot of dreams about my grandmother from my father's side and of an eagle which appears since two years.

- When we played out our parents during the workshop, actually, everything was said. It was as if they were there and I really felt a change, a transformation, beyond a simple theatre role play. Actually, when I speak now with my parents, it is different. There is a change, something has changed, the energy has changed.
It is marvellous how by mapping our body, all the old memories can surface and be healed, afterwards, and changing the view and the body position by stalking and the Magical Passes... It's magic!

Generally, I would like to say thank you for passing on to us real and concrete tools to overcome the distorted views of the past, unpleasant sensations of the childhood and of all the moments of our life. These tools definitely work and the really change the assemblage point and connect you with Mother Earth and Father Sky. They connect us with the power within ourselves.

I attach a music with I love. It speaks of "recalling" the earth, the sky…

Kind regards!
A cosmic hug for Nyei!

During the stalking exercise of playing each others parents and the recapitulation of my mother and father; I was able to formulate a new view of how I was perceiving “love” as a child from both of them.

When my dad was exhausted, he was “not nice” and later he told me “I love you”. My mother was never ever “not nice” to me. Watching that I've come up with a judgment: “Papa, I don't trust you, when you say you love me. Love is different. Mama is love. You are not.” And of course even this judgment was not my own. It was the only choice I saw in every adult around me, to copy and to deal with. This ideal idea of “love”, which at the end was excluding “not nice” people.

In the seminar I saw this judgment once again and that my father loved (love) me very much and his story and his exhaustion have nothing to do with his care and affection for me. Exhaustion is exhaustion and it is based on the exhaustion of the Lineage which was affected by war, culture, pressure of regimes and story of mankind. And still in the midst of a chaos, parent after parent was searching a way out of this state.

I am this “end-product” of a long journey, of this play. In the childhood I've started to pretend a behavior of exhausted and depleted energy, but my energy never was depleted! I was just pretending and playing a “judge”, but my energy was actually complete. In the seminar I felt that it is still! And all I have to do is finally to end the play and become not an “end-product”, but a new begin!

When I raised my head to the night sky during the Star Walk, I was magnetized by the dark between the stars. I was stunned why I could not focus on the light spots, but on this living, breathing darkness, full of potential and freedom, providing space and nourishment for this little light dots in itself. It was incredible! My answer to the question “why it is that we came here and what it is that we came to learn?“ is: To provide “space” to myself and others...Space of love was provided to me by my parents, the earth, the solar system, the galaxy, the universe... They all had so much patience with me, while I was falling down and get up again, until I could stand on my own feet...To become a stable flame of a candle and be at the same time the space of infinite possibilities... Provide the space for others to be whatever they came here to be and to learn...Specific: Do my adjustments and continue stalking and dreaming my dreams with this new energy and focus I've gained in this seminar. Living the Art of Freedom and dare the Abstract Flight! Learn to be a part of a loving wolf pack!

Thank you!

During the workshop I recapitulated my family line and I saw a pattern coming from my grandmother, mother’s side, which had affected also my life. My grandmother grew up during world war I, they were poor farmers and had a hard life. When she was about 18 Years old, she got pregnant, and her friend went to the war and he was killed. So in that times, not married, pregnant she had really a hard time. My grandfather, who knew her already, took pity on her and married her. As far as I knew my grandmother, she was a harsh, embittered woman, always complaining. Also everything connected with feelings and sexuality was forbidden and nothing to talk about. My mother took over this attitude also and I also adopted it, although rebelling against it, making my own experiences, but always in a hidden manner. As I see my son now, who is 22 years old, he has the same attitude concerning feelings and sexuality. I see, that I have passed unconsciously this heritage of my lineage to him. As my life changes I hope, that this will also influence the view of my son and backwards the whole lineage

Here is my story, at:
http://chavindream.blogspot.com/
Thank you!

With love,

Thank you for a new and marvellous workshop!

Nevertheless, I only remember how afraid I was of my mother in the scene. I did not trust the compliments, thought that afterwards, bad or strange things would surface which the psychologist had discovered and which she had hidden in herself. In the college, there was a rumour going around that psychologists could read our minds and even control us. Besides, I believed that my mother was mistaken, because if I told a lie, she told me something about the truth, which was not correct. In my description of my mother, she was always a serious woman and a ingenious with us children.
After I told this scene to my witness and answered the questions, I discovered that actually, it was a simple compliment, that the bad statement I remembered didn't exist and that my mother was proud of me. I saw that I had the sensation as if women sooner or later become angry. This is a pattern I hold up until now and therefore, I don't trust their compliments, because I know that there is something bad or strange in me which they know.

Afterwards, when we practiced the second witness exercise about my mother, I realised that in the scene, were my mother supported me, was exactly the one I had chosen before. I was so afraid of her that I had thought that she had admonished instead of supported me.

Doing the breathing and with the help of the witness, I was able to see scenes where my mother and I were laughing and I remembered that she was a woman with a great sense of humour and that I could make her laugh a lot of times.
I saw that this sense of humour can only come out of affection, out of support for her son. With this new view, the anterior description of my mother faded out. I have to add to what I knew about her that she was also an affectionate woman with a great sense of humour.

Thank you again and a big hug

The celebration dance, singing and singing with Diana Real, Geri Keams, Mirtha Ramos and others;
After the stalking exercises, it was necessary to let go completely and enjoy. My voice became free which came directly from my chest. Which touched me most was the repertoire; it was so different - everyone with his or her own voice. Therefore, why not contribute my own voice and join in, being just one more of the group? I did not care if I sang out of tune, sometimes. Important was to join in with my own voice to all other voices.

The song, music and dancing before we finished
One more time, I could give power to my voice to contribute it to everybody who was present there. And the music was a delight, turning around and around, all together, like the stars in the galaxy.

First of all, I want to thank Cleargreen for such precise teaching, which allows me to be feeling/living this new wonderful experience of life.

The stalking exercises are very, very important, they open doors that were closed for a long time. For example, normally I think that I have a horrible memory and that I can’t remember anything from my childhood, it’s almost as if I didn’t exist… When I did the exercise with a witness or during the mapping, many incredible memories came back to me with a clarity that rarely happens for me. One of those memories emerged from the stalking exercise about our parent of the same gender and about expressing affection. It seemed like I didn’t remember moments with a lot of affection, but then a situation came back to me where I was really little, 4/5 years old, and after it had happened, I ended up being very happy and it was most  important to remember how my mother was tired after a hard day of work and she still smiled at me, I understood that life for her wasn’t that easy and now I feel a lot of affection and admiration for her.

I was especially moved by Marcela’s story, to a certain degree I felt a little like her. I see myself as in a memory I have of my mother telling me that I was an accident, that she already had a boy and a girl and if she had planned for children that I wouldn’t have been wanted. Actually I am the youngest of three children and there is a difference in age of 8 and 12 years respectively. As a child I remember having suffered a lot every time my mother said this. Also, the story of the white wolf and the black wolf touched me very much, and that the one who wins is the one which was fed more…

This workshop helped me to see more clearly how much I owe to my lineage, especially to my parents. Among various discoveries, two stick out, one relationship with my father and another with my mother.

For many years, I judged my father very harshly: he was nervous, anxious, and bound to routines. He had several serious periods of depression and didn’t seem to enjoy life. I never liked it whenever I was told I was like him in some ways. During the last few years, with the Tensegrity workshops and with the stalking exercises, I started seeing his good qualities: cultured, intelligent, upright, honest, he had a lot of humor, and despite his mental fragility he did his best for his children. However in this workshop I discovered something that was always right in front of my eyes. When my father was between 40 and 50 years old, despite the enormous weight of the Catholic tradition on his lineage, he was interested in Asian culture and zen philosophy, including having started to practice karate. At that time, in the country where I live, that was something new. Only in the Madrid workshop I perceived that my father, in his way, was dreaming his freedom and that, in some way, this dream was passed on to me. What a fantastic inheritance! 

Regarding my mother, I saw also something, despite the obvious, seemed to be hidden. I am a professor and I have had some success in my field. They tell me that I have a talent for teaching. My mother was also a professor and she taught me the subjects that I had the most difficulty with, like math and physics. It seems incredible, but the truth is that only in the workshop did it become clear where I got my teaching skills from.

Just for these two simple (larger) discoveries it was worth it to go to the Escorial. However more things appeared. My paternal lineage had difficulty expressing affection to their children, a trait that seems to have passed on to me. I now have the freedom and the energy to break away from this pattern! I can also make the most of some positive traits: love for knowledge; integrity, humor, and sobriety (paternal side) as well as generosity, the ability to recognize mistakes, tolerance, and patience (maternal side).

My relationship and interaction with the stars have changed. I feel their presence shining up above, and through a computer program I’ve started learning something about them (where they are, names, how they move, etc.)… Among the songs that we heard, I am particularly moved by the fantastic voice of Mirtha which seems to touch something of much depth and beauty.

At times, when I turn towards the east, an image comes to me of the Escorial and of the dream that we began to dream there.

My deepest gratitude to all those who made this workshop possible.

Each workshop has a blueprint, and for my perception this workshop in Madrid had the blueprint of love.
Love for myself, love for my energy body, love for the star is shining within me, and love for my parents. My parents died many years ago, and I recapitulated many aspect of myself from them, and in this workshop I get the chance to love them more, more, more… Loving them it is making peace within me too, who I am here on this earth, who I become now.
They grew me up with love, and they did their best doing that. Now I’m sure, they loved me as much as they can. And my commitment now is to bring this love into my life, into this earth, into every living being related with me.
Yes, as instructors said, we are inside of many level of galaxies, we are into the solar system, and the solar system is into the Milky Way and the Milky Way is into the a group of galaxies,…
On micro level, galaxy is also my original family, mother and father, moon and sun, sisters and brothers like planets, everybody and everything turn around something or somebody else, we live all connected, and we play all together this mysterious journey of life.
During the workshop, thanks to the talks of the Instructors and the Magical Passes, I feel I have the choice how to see my life, how to see my parents, and I can choose to regret my life, regret my parents, regret my past experiences, or I can choose to love myself, love my parents and love my past experiences. When I love myself and my past experiences, I start to love all around me, I cannot love others if I cannot love myself and where I came from, my parents, grandparents,…

What really surprised me was about the findings about my father. He passed to me no material treasure, no wealth, capital, money, but PASSION FOR LIFE. He taught me to bring passions into the life, doesn’t matter what, a man has to have a passion in the life. When I was teen, actually I didn’t understand his words, I didn’t understand his many passions he was living, and after the As Above So Below Passed, done many time in the morning, I realized that, as an enlightenment: he taught me to be aware of the star is shining within me. My father’s teaching was simple, elementary, but very deep, coming from his heart, and now, after years, touched my heart.

The instructors, and the place Escorial, did a very clean and effective manoeuvre to move the assemblage point, the perception, from the socialized position to the stars, to the earth and then to the heart.

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